Lived. A Summary

A small child, born in 1990 in the cold and snowy month of December. A Capricorn for life, a horse to other cultures and one of the youngest in his generation. Growing up in smaller areas, living in even smaller areas then those before. Sitting on the fence between what was and what is; making a new name, a new identity for oneself. The boy slacks, but has fun; makes friends, but never has enough. When the time comes, there are thoughts of veterinary work and talks of working with the criminal code. But all in all, the endgame he ends up in the North doing what he loves, well trying to do what he loves...working towards doing what he loves at least! Making friends and passing on knowledge is what it is he loves; what's next, well really not even he knows.

My life up to this point in 2014 beginning of spring...well Southern Ontario winter more so, and Northern Ontario spring :P ... Has been interesting. I honestly cannot complain and will not because of course everyone has thing they wanted to do in life but were unable to however, it needs to be recognized what it was that was done. The things that are happening in our lives at the moment never seem half as exciting as it does when we look back on it in retrospect. Sincerely, if tomorrow was going to end, then nothing could make me feel more ready for death than everything else I have already done.

Do not mistake. I do not want to die. Please, life is good, there are still many cute girls to meet and many different beverages to try. Shows and shows till time can quit. Students to teach and barriers to breach. I hope to run from here to there and instead of tripping before reaching the finish line; I want to run, far and fast, right through the tape and beyond, then come to my own slow halt.

Along the way, I met the most interesting people along the way and I hope I never lose them or contact with them because I know those memories are ones I hope to experience again with all of you; the Lakeshore boys; the Gator football family; my roommates in first year, the people I was intimate with, the Ryde st. boys, all you wonderful bartenders and my roommates from the end of my time here. All my friends of friends, Stewy, Max, Tanisha, Mac, Kat, Adam; all of you, Thank you for the memories :)

Ill tell you more later, this was certainly a long write today and a hard one because I just couldn't figure out exactly how to get into the topic without going on so many different tangents, so emotional :')

Sincerely,

and good night.

C.B.